They both died literally asap. 

 This is funny. I haven't lost anything because everything has been based in deception, lies and false accusations. I have no idea what I would've won, or what I lost.

I have tried to explain this a number of times before: this pretty/funny/interesting happening that was layed out to you all, was never explained to me.
I have simply been pulled in countless directions with no explanation, been under constant attack for about 8 years straight, and I got to read countless such bullshit message that I don't know what to understand from, how to interpret, or what to think.
What people have shown me is that they're a bunch of liars, hypocrites, assholes, etc., with very little sense of decency. I have been under constant attack based on lies, someone else's "convenient" misinterpretations, etc.

I don't know what to think. If you think I'm a complete fucking moron then I guess I am. It's hard to feel anything after being exposed to lies, backstabbing and hate for 8 years straight without explanation, for doing damn good work and being kind and supportive of people.