Sometimes I just want to stop feeling emotions. To stop suffering and agonising. I don't want that. I want things to be like they were before, I want to go back to a time when I didn't feel needed, loved. I don't want to feel cared for. I want to be friends. I want to be friends like I used to be. I don't think I can take it anymore. I want to end all communication, I want to get away from everyone. I want to change everything.

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