and i thing i should do more. nowadays i like to read stories from the quran. i read the quran but by understanding the stories and ashabun nuzul i feel better.
For me the most important think is to trust God. To hold that faith in every moment. It's not easy. Everything in this life seems to be designed to distract us and cause fear. Meditation has helped me with that somewhat. I plan to read the quran some day.