Do you know what you need to be doing to get there? 
Personally, i'd look for whatever that "eternal pursuit" is. The end goal is not as important so much as you are pursuing and that the pursuit is enjoyable. 

Regardless, Alan Watts really helped me a lot with his "Cosmic Drama" lecture, among others.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48ONvZlRXjE

from the "Out of Your Mind" series which is shorter:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUTgioWnwik