ayahuasca ...

i like taking armchair psychedelic journeys, and this gal came across youtube as a old soul tomboy that reminds me of a friend that I grew up with. I found some of her observations about the 2 sexes interesting on her 2nd night.  

some possibly misquoted quotes 

>the earth is alive...beautiful loving mother, and pissed!
>galactic beings peering at earth and wondering at our state of evolution
>the internet is a divine place, sacred. it's extremely powerful because we are able to connect one another around the world
>but the new earth is "in person"
>food industry, movie industry, are poisoning us 
> relationships are sexually manipulated through porn, manipulating  through our most sacred... 

>the shift may take 400 years!
>woman and men are so different but we are told we are the same
>stop fighting our natural natures (woman embrace feminine, healing, men masculine leadership

>powerful polarity i was feeling, 
>explore relationships, explore a partner that has a similar vision as you do because that's how humans were designed

>personal business goals for sharing this message

>more people are awakening every single day


-----------2nd night went into her personal human experience
>ayahuasca, showing her the pain of wearing cosmetics, masks
>womb love! deep love flooding over her for her womb.
>earth is a womb, women to be powerful manifestors from their womb
>deep love of 
>harmful harnessing of sacred energy from things like porn industry misusing the creational energy which is here to birth reality, to birth humanity
>it is our most potent force and it is our most hikacked force (sexual)
>when women start connecting to their wombs, that's when the earth will heal
>beauty of motherhood, divine unity, divine balance of a relationship and both not taking on the same roles

>the one sentence she left with from ceremony "I want to be a woman"
 https://youtu.be/ciVhGZCFy3w 

 *sighs*

This is the biggest snowjob modern people are getting taken in by, from my own personal beliefs. 

No one every seriously questions what they see in these trips. It really annoys me that they accept what they are shown as truth. That's really effing stupid.  

 hehe, snowjobs, i had to look that one up.  i like that a plant is just pulling  snowjobs on people. 

i don't know what i think about ayahuasca. I personally wouldn't seek it out. 

however, i found it interesting to see what the gal thought about on her "journey". i would assume she probably thinks about relationships quite a bit in real life, and it comes out more strongly in as if in a dream. 

It's really anodyne to recognize "the power of 2 sexes, etc" but I'm kinda in the same boat as a mid-thirties millennial with less exposure to children than previous generations.  so w

so i had as similar "aha" moment and respect for man+woman and child dynamic after hanging out with my brother's young family. kids seem to be truth-seeking agents. 

 That's part of the issue: you WILL get what you want. The entities involved will certainly give you anything you want if it also suits they're purposes to turn people from truth.

Before it's too late, you neuter find someone to have kids with. For real. Don't end up like me and regret that. It's stupid. It's selfish. It's cowardly.  

 He said neuter
Ah huh huh huh huh
Heh heh heh heh heh https://i.nostr.build/naDFn0gqAAkF8Vty.jpg  

 *you need to  

 what's valuable about them is they let you revisit your foundations and rebuild but most people just build more bullcrap

dmt is especially interesting though, it does seem to really put you in contact with some kind of external thing... like, the descriptions of angels in some places in the Bible match some of the things i've seen and heard others describe

i think the problem can be that the things are not always looking out for us, if you know what i mean... sometimes they are bad things

i am convinced they show you something from somewhere else, so to speak, just not convinced about the love and light spiritual woo bullcrap that people bring to it 

 I am convinced that a very vast majority of people that go on psychonautic journeys and "are shown things," it is with nefarious purpose to turn them from The Truth. 

It's kinda gross how it's always pointing away from truth. I hate it. Humans don't belong in those places without a chaperone, and even that is rare and not for everyone to do, so taking matters into your own hands is hubris and will lead to evil. (I'm not being hyperbolic about that, either.)  

 Sounds like wisdom  

 My very few experiences with weed seemed to have that effect of revisiting the foundational state of my mood etc. 

I became very aware of how much mental energy I spend just thinking about what other people may think of me or worrying about all the possibilities that could happen.

It basically was like, this is how much stuff you have going on in the back of your mind that is totally useless. 

And then it gave me really cool things to ponder which I never wrote down, so I suppose they only seem cool bc I was high.

However my best experiences w weed made me appreciate the magic of nature. 

 Yes