Praying is talking to the creator who made us and loves us. If nothing else, I think it's important to pray for faith. We cant always have understanding, though that's probably worthwhile to pray for, but we can always have faith and trust that God is good and loves us and ultimately makes all things work for the good.

I've also had an epiphany. A blessing that's come from not getting things I want, kind of a silver lining, has been that I don't see anything in this life that's worth cucking to evil and losing my soul over. Look at the way evil wicked people live, how cheaply people sell their souls. There's a hidden blessing there, I think. Not even having the option to become rich or have lots of women, or wield power, etc. 

 >Not even having the option to become rich or have lots of women

so if Faith were bowling 🎳 then this is like spiritual bumper lanes. neat.

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