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 If the thoughts increased, then they can decrease too. 
 unfortunately its not for mere mortals like us to know why.

you are not in control. 
 I reject everything about that. 
 well then you're gonna have a hard time.

good luck with imposing your will on creation. 
 the human brain is a complex chemical stew

knowing what makes it happy is not impossible or voodoo woo

the older i get the more i get concrete verification that very often these things are as simple as nutrient deficiencies, and toxic reactions to synthetic "foods"

there is also other, higher level things going on but they don't have as substantial effects... if you fix your foundations, often the flappy bits on the roof settle down 
 Good advice 😊 
 Imposing our will on creation is what humans do. If you want to rot in depression, try just being happy without building or changing anything. Whoever has told you you can't impose your will on creation, you need to ditch that nihilistic moron asap. 
 nothing wrong with building or creating.
if you feel called to do so, you probably should.

It just isn't "I" that builds or creates or "imposes will"

but nm dude
some other time. 
 People don't like it when you tell them that they are not in control 🫢
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 this is what the Christians call "the Will of God"

My work doesnt belong to me.

In fact, I was just another tool in its creation. 
 Do you see any irony in acting petty on a thread that's about not being petty? 
 this isn't pettiness

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 Its a straw man argument. Who are you trying to fool? 
 OK cool
if you say so

have a nice day 
 Not ready for it, yet. It’s like tearing down the fourth wall. 
 "...when the thing being controlled is clearly controlled by other humans.  And they're not wrong."

Fiat lux makes sense, because god said it.

Fiat money makes no sense, because god never said it. 
 i have this really intense irritability especially towards things like barking chihuahuas and noisy vehicles driving past, and screaming children in school playgrounds

i'm finding that i'm a little less distressed by these kinds of inputs now, and some mix of potassium, boron, magnesium and sulfur deficiencies seem to be involved

possibly some new thing you are doing is depleting one or several of these and creating a vicious cycle 
 I was just thinking about how were aren't on control
sometimes people really don't like to hear that

but its true
everything that is, is the Divine (or whatever you want to call it) acting.
It isnt "myself"

not to say a good run and breathing isnt a good thing.

but remember that what you really are,
is before any of that happens.

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 And I am a genuinely fucked up angry human being. Ive just gotten good at not blindly acting on that anger. 
 yeah
when its deep physical/psychological stuff 
you have to have techniques.
nothing anybody says is any help.😕

take care man. 
 Luckily, I recognize it's not my only trait, just probably my most problematic due to its prominence. 
 🫂fwiw 
 Well, from the viewpoint of a rando on Nostr, it doesn't seem to be that prominent frankly.
you seem like a fun guy to get a beer with

But oh, the secrets that lurk in the hearts of men etc 😂 
 It would probably be a different story if you "met" me in my late teens and early twenties. 😂

If we ever happen to be in the same geographical region at the same time, I would more than happily grab a beer with you. 
 That would be awesome man 🙂 
 And I am a genuinely fucked up angry human being. Ive just gotten good at not blindly acting on that anger. 
 yeah
when its deep physical/psychological stuff 
you have to have techniques.
nothing anybody says is any help.😕

take care man. 
 Luckily, I recognize it's not my only trait, just probably my most problematic due to its prominence. 
 🫂fwiw 
 Well, from the viewpoint of a rando on Nostr, it doesn't seem to be that prominent frankly.
you seem like a fun guy to get a beer with

But oh, the secrets that lurk in the hearts of men etc 😂 
 It would probably be a different story if you "met" me in my late teens and early twenties. 😂

If we ever happen to be in the same geographical region at the same time, I would more than happily grab a beer with you. 
 That would be awesome man 🙂 
 yeah
when its deep physical/psychological stuff 
you have to have techniques.
nothing anybody says is any help.😕

take care man. 
 Luckily, I recognize it's not my only trait, just probably my most problematic due to its prominence. 
 🫂fwiw 
 Well, from the viewpoint of a rando on Nostr, it doesn't seem to be that prominent frankly.
you seem like a fun guy to get a beer with

But oh, the secrets that lurk in the hearts of men etc 😂 
 It would probably be a different story if you "met" me in my late teens and early twenties. 😂

If we ever happen to be in the same geographical region at the same time, I would more than happily grab a beer with you. 
 That would be awesome man 🙂