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 I believe I have had this tattoo for almost seven years now. It is my only tattoo and always will be.

I wanted to share this picture because of a conversation I was having with @agichoote. It's hard to describe the tattoo and all the ways it has helped me.

https://i.nostr.build/8GMWX.jpg

I'm not a tattoo enthusiast by any means. I look at it now as an emotional scar, but when I designed it the main focus was functional. I thought about it for a year before going through with the decision to final have it put on my body.

I'll probably write a full blog post on the subject sometime this year.

Shortly after I got the tattoo I made themedicaltattoo.org so folks could have a starting point to do the same if they found themselves struggling with a severe health situation. 

Please take time before getting a tattoo of any kind. Getting a tattoo should be a decision made with long-term time preference.

#tattoo #artstr #health #epilepsy #GrowNostr 
 that's fantastic!  good move.  i think i'd likely do the same.
 
 This is a great resource. Thank you for sharing

I think I'll put a DNR tat over my heart 
 Great resource . Check it out
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 How is this an emotional al scar for you? 
 I think that's what tattoos are. They are a reminder of where you were in your life when you got them. Just like a scar.

That doesn't mean they are always negative. Some are beautiful works of art that can remind a person of a wonderful time in their life when they got them.

Mine happens to be a reminder of the toughest time in my life. Multiple types of a seizures multiple times a week. A constant feeling of pain, fear, and the desire for an end. 
 Wow. Are they less frequent for you now? 
 Much less. I still have a grand mal every few months or so, but I haven't had any myoclonic seizures in quite a long time. Those used to be far more frequent than any other type. I remained conscious during those and they are both terrifying and extremely painful.

I do my best to have a healthy diet (most of the time 😜) and my relationship with God has grown leading me to live a more peaceful life.  
 I think you should get yourself one “positive” scar to remind of your strength and perseverance 
 Never! 😂 
 Then scratch it on a table somewhere 😂 
 Oh now I get it! 
It is very brave of you to literally wear it on your sleeve as I guess it attracts unsolicited questions and comments. 
Also it must be huge support to anyone who happens to whiteness a seizure guiding them how to be helpful and also saving them panic reaction as I can imagine it can be scary if you don’t know what is happening. 
Thank you so much for sharing ! 
💜 
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