No
I wouldn't either. So, why would *every one* of the apostles prefer to die rather than renouce the resurrection? Doesn't it make you wonder a little?
Next your gonna tell me Jesus was a white man https://media1.tenor.com/m/rTyAcum1sJkAAAAC/blackink-crew-van.gif
What an odd thing to say. He was and is a Middle-Eastern Jew.