Anybody else that love habits but also hates monotony? And the brain starts to short circuit like https://i.imgflip.com/8xfrjr.jpg
yes, you have to get on a different timeline. There's a movie about this where you just need to change 1 thing to change everything else. If you were planning to go the post office, go to the ice cream shop instead. There you will meet the love of your life.