The fiat mine. 🤣 thats funny. 
Try going Michael Saylor strategy, get a loan buy bitcoin. Its the perfect time to do it. In 2-4 years you could pay the whole loan off and have made 2 or 3 or more multiples. This could give yourself enough breathing space to re-prioritise your life. 🤔 Takes guts though, easier said than done.  

 Very difficult to do that in Europe 

And I would never get a loan to buy Bitcoin

Just being humble and stack sats 

 Hang in there Humble Bitcoiner, keep stacking those sats. Reward is given to those that are Patient. 💯