nostr:npub1gg8jda85zwydw5ejh3s87fdt4s377cusafhn2kf9gurk9xl5tt9sl4439g I've always wanted to be happy in a fairly ordinary way. Even my fantasies about power are just a way to enable that. LOL.

But I grew up with abusive family, including a brother who insisted he had to be the Chosen One for life to have any meaning, and I learned early on what kind of damage that does to them and the people around them.