I'm embracing... I'm also struggling to like nostr as I onboard as a new user.  The UX leaves a lot to be desired, and looking under the hood is pretty nauseating if I'm honest.  Any tips, tools, advice would be greatly appreciated. @HunterBeast 

 https://github.com/mikedilger/gossip
https://github.com/rust-nostr/nostr 

 One thing I do like about Nostr is I feel a lot less inhibited. I can cuss, make threats, and call people faggots. Just straight up, no need to cap.