still a child here also, never will be old, was only my nerves failing due to some mysterious and now visible mineral deficiencies that was making me weak and cautious, and i suspect this is almost universal (to some extent)

some are lucky to just be in a culture that feeds on good things and this maintains their connection to spirit but it's really big, i mean really big, when you don't have that base chakra right you can't build on top of it, even if you have the apex of teh pyramid in your mind 

 Deep 

 … one 
 deeper 

Sorry I can’t help myself 

 after reading Enoch and Yajnavalkya and Jasher and Jubilees i am now convinced that human lifespans are at least possible over 140 years and most of the health problems associated with age are from ignorance of the foundations of the biology