I want to add that on the bright side... how I'm managing this is the following: 

Finding new types of games that are more accessible to me. This looks like visual novels, turn-based RPGs, base-building games, and crafting sims. 

 I've really loved finding new indies that are accessible and make me feel like I can enjoy a hobby I thought might be lost with my illness. 

Keep going friends, keep at it. You can overcome anything life puts in your way. <3