I feel you. I have a rural small town mindset that doesn't seem to match with my current geographical location. Not sure how much longer I can take "city life".
I'm in a small town... But sadly I'm still too much within city limits. My wife looked it up, we're 2 feet shy of being able to have a chicken coop. Would love to raise my own cows to eat too.
I grew up in the country like 10 miles away from a small town, I plan to make it back there in the not too distant future.