That's a good goal to seek after. People grow and change is some ways and stay the same in others. I hope you find someone that you can grow with. When you and your partner are committed to the marriage and work on communicating effectively together you can over come anything.  

 Thank you got the encouragement.  

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 It just might not be fast enough for me to be even remotely attractive enough for the kind of woman I want as a companion... 😅