I would only do college if I'd be applying for jobs outside. For example wanting to get a work visa in Europ or Gulf countries, UAE, Qatar for whatever reason. If you have a slight interest in either art or technology, I recommend pursuing a digital form of either. With help of Pro AI subscription, teach yourself how to either use drawing softwares or build automation scripts. Something that just came up to me is technical writing, or writing in general. While learning, not only write a diary, convert your learning to a blog, vlog, or whatever digital form you like, maybe habla.news articles or flare.pub videos. It will be a long journey, but you can do it. Good luck