Oddbean

When I started my old business years ago, I found myself overwhelmed by the potential damage my choices could create. Suddenly everything I was confronted with carried much more weight, and it was an ominous feeling. My reaction was to shrug it off, as if it made me less responsible for those choices. Stepping away for a bit, put things in perspective and made it a lot easier to decide what was important and what I would be able to skip over safely. 😁

i think my problem is i have quite the foresight of the direction it could go and i look at the journey as if i am reading a book and i can see what happens - the good and the bad. And how I end up feeling about it. i am like, do i really want to be in this position? do i want to live a life i know the whole story to? maybe i think because i can see it, i am bored. or maybe it isn't something that excites me every day? like, i don't wake up and say oh my goodness i cant wait to start my day....i want a career that i feel super pumped going to. Like i want to geek out over podcasts and tarot, and interviews...and this business is the same thing i have always done. maybe its something i keep falling back on because i am too scared to do the thing i really want. its my safe thing. kind of ramble. just hashing out my thoughts in real time, i guess.

Damn, sorry. I don't really do mainstream apps like Telegram. Simplex, Briar, Signal and Session are the only ones I have. It was a choice I made for privacy's sake, no judgment of course. 👍 We can just continue here. I just thought it might be better not to talk about your business in the open. Would you mind explaining what your potential business is exactly?