Ive been told im going back to the hospital again to see my grandmother. They have taken her off life support and are just giving her sleeping pills until she dies... cancer is fucked. She was perfectly fine, then suddenly over the past 3 months she hasn't been able to physically breathe, eat or drink. My grandmother has no fear of death and embraces it because she believes in Jesus. I'm an Atheist but i know more about the bible then a lot of Christians because of my grandmother. When i was public school as kid, I remeber her crying asking why I didnt accept jesus into my heart. She was the one the convinced me to get bathtized and volunteer every Sunday with the church and go to youth groups. She loves people. She has had non stop vistors seen she got in the hospital from her family, church, friends, you name it. If your grandmother is still alive, call her and ask her what's up.  

 Hugs friend. 

 Truth. My grandparents are all gone now. Wish I had had more time. 

 cancer us absolutely fucked. wish more people understood this. stay strong