@Alice 

Over 100. You see part of my old job as a Patient Advocate was to console those who lost loved ones.

Be there for last rights, For guidance on what to do next, for goodbyes.

At first it spooked me, then I started to understand how privileged of a position it was.

It was truly an honor. 

 Wow,  that's sad dude :'( that's good you were so caring