well.. that was nauseating test subject shit
let's see what this shit is about https://www.flinders.edu.au/content/dam/documents/research/torrens-resilience-institute/resilience-origins-and-utility.pdf
more helpful but still not what im looking for cos i feel like this is resting in something else & im not well versed enough in modern traditions of thought & people like eric fromm to even say like 'oh that's some fromm shit' but i know it's someone's shit