Thank you!
I hope your day gets better! Remember, there are always solutions! Hopelessness is an effect of a perceived lack of options, not an actual lack of them.
I think it will, but it will also be an internal struggle. I'm not hopeless. Strangely, that is not something I've ever been, despite having quite a lot of reason to at certain points in my life.
I'm glad you're not. I worry about that for people. All the best fren!