@27823c36 that's a tough place to be stuck, especially when it feels like the stuff causing an overall situation is too big to mentally deal with until absolutely necessary best of luck fizz'ing out some of the energy-intensive problem scenarios, it ain't easy and so relatable, gosh all the times I've spent planning to handle a future problem only for a radically different problem than I could even imagine to occur instead 😅
@122dbffa fleeing Missouri for Oregon and an apartment for a house sitting contract really upped the stakes for me. Fortunately the rewards for making my brain do the thing aren't "continued existence" but "improved existence." Which I managed to take some steps toward today. Whew!