and i already said i was literally forced to post everything i did AND AM DOING NOW HUMAN SUDDEN DEATH SYNDROME IS ALSO REAL when you are threatened with a heart attack remotely (and can hear the words and feel your heart increasing at a digital timing rate) YOU DO AS YOU ARE FUCKING TOLD TO
There you go, not taking the blame again. That's not how life works. Normally I would encourage you to meditate and get over your fear of death... but incan also see that leading you to something terrible.