Someone once described the Holy Ghost thing to me as water in three forms. Solid, liquid and gas.
I think you’re probably right and that trust is a key part of the equation. I’ll have to overcome that hurdle at some point.
Let me rephrase: You get Jesus at the time when you are comfortable with it.
The other way sounds like I'm an asshole.
Haha I know what you meant
Read about Doubting Thomas. Understanding that God gave you the ability to reason and be skeptical. Some need more evidence than others.
Doubting Thomas’ story helped me get over a massive mental hurdle. I had guilt because I needed proof. And the guilt prevented me from seeing proof that show shown to me by God.
Man examines Gods Creation and finds a small part of the Code of Life. So wouldnt you want to know the story of mans relationship with the Guy who wrote the Code to Creation. And GO ALL IN?!