What a whiny little bitch. 

“I used to work for the state.” Sounds like you’ve only ever worked for the state. Also, remember, you volunteered and had the ability to say no to anything that wanted to do to you and leave at any time. 

“I haven't worked in 2.5 years.” Why not? Start a business, get a side hustle. Is driving Uber or working at McDonald’s beneath you? 

“They poisoned 19 out of 20 aisles of the grocery store for an autoimmune person like me.” They are poison for everyone.

Most people read this and say “poor Stirling” but all I see is complaints and no actions. What are you actually doing to change your fate besides making declarations on the internet?