If you're willing to, I’m interested to hear more about being harmed by Catholic guilt as a child. I'm also happy to have a private conversation. Please reach out, brother; the Church wants you back. 🙂

Also, I'm not sure if this will help build a personal relationship with Jesus, but you may find it interesting: nostr:note1cmz59htvnzhd4zrh2f8qq9g8h74qd9ggc5gf4dzuv09znhwtc64qkuu8us