Fair enough. At least you're motivated by love. I would rather walk or ride a bike. Beating up my body in the army really killed running for me, especially after being forced back to it prematurely after an injury that was the closest I've come to death. (That I know of.)  

 That sucks man 🫂 

 Yup. But it's my fault for being dumb enough for having literally signed my life away.