Personal experience says books are great for unrealistic expectations about motherhood 😂. But it's great to get perspective. Nothing prepares you for the rollercoaster emotions of being a mom, it is the best when everyone is happy and healthy and so awful when you can't take away what it is that's hurting your child. Gut instinct is usually right, nature definitely finds a way. When it's time, you'll be a great parent, the concern you're feeling now is part of it 😊.