All that you are physically - that is inevitable, @Michelle.  But all that is, in a more "real" sense, you - I think that may always have been beyond the reach of the cosmos. 

 @7f80d53a sometimes it feels freeing thinking about my physical self being returned to the universe. I feel that you are right about the “real” self. 

 Then go with that feeling, @Michelle. 

 @7f80d53a I’m trying 🖤