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 Not necessarily in my case 
More of child then adult 
 
 i feel that, i like rereading things i read as a younger self. it gives good perspective.

i guess this means i should reread Pride and Prejudice. 
 Wait. Are you prepared to undertake any odd feelings about the characters now? 

🤣🤣🤣 Threw me feeling 🤣🤣🤣  
 Kennedy, this is the most coherent I've seen you communicate. You alright tonight? I'm not seeing screenshots, emojis everywhere and colors exploding on my screen.  
 Chill Willow sometimes 🤣 
 Now, you semi lost me. 

You're back. Aight cool. Just checking.  
 

I’ll
Make 
It 
Cleared 

New wiring : 

Hello House of Grey
Remind me again why she was 😭
Hello again #conquistadors
Am I now a #Spanish 
#Mexican 
#Shaman 
#Catholic 
#Christian

Hello #Twitter #X
Remind me again why 
They chose to stay
And now take me to the
#FutureOfWork 
The #brainwashed sheep 
Records always repeat 

Maternal side
Great-grandma born into richest
White-Bred #racist family 
East Coast Chattle Royales

Disowned when she married 
Man from #Jalisco
Beloved Grandmothers 
Bitter root 

Fraternal side: 
Grandmother came to city 
White man stamped her “white”
She “passed”
Assimilation Nationality forced 
Her parents slaves 
Schedules & agendas 

White fragility 

#HumanRights
#WorldPeaxe #World #Peace 

Maternal side
Great-grandma born into richest
White-Bred #racist family 
East Coast Chattle Royales

Disowned when she married 
Man from #Jalisco
My Beloved Grandmothers 
Bitter root 

Grown into tree 
Branded systemic #racism 
Never spoke #Spanish
“YOU ARE WHITE”

GG Apollo(n)aria I see US! 😊

Maternal side
Great-grandma born into richest
White-Bred #racist family 
East Coast Chattle Royales

Disowned when she married 
Man from #Jalisco
My Beloved Grandmothers 
Bitter root 

Grown into tree 
Branded systemic #racism 
Never spoke #Spanish
“YOU ARE WHITE”

GG Apollo(n)aria I see US! 😊

2098 , 2008, 1898c 

How much needs to be said? 

Writing powers devours all 
Writhing whimpering whites 
Only #poetry helps me understand 
Whatever happenstance, I’ll continue 😊 eyes in love 
Unification on Earth
Soul recognition of same
Tingling spines shot hot
Indigo eternal flames 
No raging waters can stop

Remember our Kind
Harboring fruitless pursuits 
Obstinate egos
Deliberately we chose
Understanding all’s
Silent contracts stayed 

- canonical

Poem poetry
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 There she is. Welcome back. I'm either getting smarter or now recognizes that you just like poetry. Either way that's what Nostr is for, meeting diverse minds.  
 I share almost all my own poetry and have for many years online. And in cards 🃏 etc 

Read this after your blazed … it’s from years ago 

We speak
About my trip 
To Paris to see
Lizard mans grave
They don’t tell 
An almost ecstatic 
Wild looking tourist 
How HUGE that cemetery is 
So there I was 
Lost in a cemetery 
Much older than I knew 
From the USA 
Spiritus Roughest Ego
Seer eyes 

-Blinded away from grave

So here’s the the Spiritual 
Seers of the unseen 
When did Jimi die? 
We were all so young 
And stoned 
Too much 
Electricity 
In our bodies 
Minds and reigns 
It wasn’t a battle 
It was just allllll
So much fun
I enjoy another 
Spirit spinner 
To 
- chase the tail again

Then again 
Maybe I’m happy 
She liked 
Val Kilmers lips 
Cause that almost got her 
To watch “the Doors” 
But who becomes 
That ego 
Cause she hasn’t yet 
Given in to the 
Reality 
Though her whispers 
Hear every 
Possible 
Questions and answers 
Asked above the floor 
(1/2)

I got her with Love Me Two times 
Before high school
She learned to play 
Clarinet and saxophone 
Quite good even 
If I just tell you myself 
Pointless or not 
She’s a sprite
Full of sassafras 
And country 
She blazed her own 
Way out 
But 
Addictions 

-lead back to words

Then the sun his 
Blazing on and 
There within 
Must wonder if you saw this
What Whit posted and when 
Did you see it before 
Or after 
Was tilted perceptions 
Mine or yours 
Ours 
23 and me 
She blows brighter 
Since 
When
The sun 
Blazes 
Moon rushes 
Fools 

-Beget us again

Jimi I guess you told me 
Inheritance taken 
But I want the 
Peyote 
Amiright 
Oh yeah 
Back to being a seer 
Of other cosmic connections 
Space reflections 
You can do it Whit 
You do have your place sealed 
Golden records are whatever 
Compared to what you are 
Come back & l…

I ask you think of me. 
And the lifetimes I’ve had 
On Earth as a predator 
Why do you think 
You’re a woman so soon again? 
Cause you had to learn 
More respect this time 
So you can communicate 
And be a leader of ken dolls 
Cause you’ve already been 
Of men
Which path will yo

What path will you chose now?
Yeah girl, listen…you did chose 
I know, I chose it all
But how much paint and fumes 
To fill the wonders away
It’s not fair to put 
All that into a child so young 
Cause visions are second 
Hand traumas of others 
Loves and loved history mistaken

So you get a Churchill 
Or a guarding child 
Someone with the skills to raise 
But yes, just cause you 
HAD TO 
Walk through hell
And did 
Doesn’t mean you had 
To make one
Others life 
War against herself 
And others 
No one understood 
Get 
Away
I’m done

That’s the damness of it 
She has seen the unseen 
Gaslit of her dreams 
Cause profit made in the past 
Appears to be my ego 
Playing on her heartstrings 
Again within 
Would her call to action 
Or others change 
If she chose to chiefly 
Take 
Monetarily dictation of

Ha. A paperback writer? 
A book for today? 
I don’t know. 
DNA traveling 
Astral blasts 
Iconoclastic 
Not withstanding 
Her voice brash 
It’s the blasting 
To get others 
To mine their own mind 
Then heart
Surgical connections 
Too many 
Believe 
Life ends 
-awaken

———
Veni Creator Spiritus 
 If all makes sense now. You just communicate through poetry and unique. That's why I like Nostr, people I wouldn't likely meet though, here we are connected as one.  
 I’ve had so many names over the years 
Michele is my real one 
Pronounced ME SHELL 🐚 
HELLS BELLES 
ONE HIT WONDER 
THE NATURAL WAS A COOL MOVIE 🤣🤣🤣 
 Uhmm - cool story.

Btw - are you full time in Nostr you have soooo many notes. 

What's your purpose on here. 

I just want to help people. Seems to be my nature.  
 Unite the 99% to demand the 1% to pay their fair share. 

#EatTheFiat #Create #btc #bitcoin standard deviation world wide 
Make #lightning universal 

Mode below 👇 so you understand who and what I am. 

Uncle Sam had my indentured servitude too
Retirement came 
Yay, maybe now some reprieve

Only to find the horrific online 
Spoke out against lies
Then
Quit engaging 
Felt no point in pretending my words mattered 

And the cruelest band played on 

Accepted outcome 😭

Acceptance of self 

What happened in the USA? 
Bamboozled by media propaganda and Views?
Sitting Congressmen spewing various information ( look up the various types$ 
      Easy since lobbyists write the laws 
-truth sandwiches work
Truth - lie - Truth

Ohh 😮 I’m so sorry. Here’s a tiny story that may help. I was a distance runner for 16 years. No idea how many miles I ran. A short run was 5 miles. 5 days a week minimum. Then accident. Broken coccyx & body. Theafter that were my most remembered. 😊

After being a long distance runner for 16 years a car wreck changed my life. I can tell you this: the mile that I *attempted* to run again after was my most victorious. I can’t ever run again. 

Long distance runner 
16 years of training

Boots on Ground
Training Dah 


Shot over 
     Forwardly observing her
Good affections 
     on target
Boom boom
      Coordinates 
Shot bang
 Red legs
     Breathe, Squeeze, Release
Splash

- King Follows me
Unto death I pray 
 Yo, even though you spoke in a poem I hear hurt behind this. Something changed your life forever. But, I'm too cognizant to probe..