Angels too 

Hello, keep your focus though OK thanks I’ll keep my focus. I’ll go back online to what I was doing. Oh I thought you were telling me you didn’t wanna hear my story. OK so I’m in the hospital right and they say raise your right foot high into the air and I was like who all the way up and they say raise your left foot all the way into the air and I realize my left foot wasn’t moving and they wiggle your toe and I realize I can’t wiggle my toe and I looked at, walked from the end I got to the ER and I walked in and I sat down on the on the ER table and I said somethings wrong. You know everything was fine until I sat down anyway I realize something was wrong then because there was originally only three doctors and then I suddenly saw all these doctors run in and there was this beautiful nurse and white who came up and she said lay back now you’re gonna get a shot and I laid back and when I laid back, they shot me in my stomach. I had had a stroke And I had a stroke and I was very young and I had to recover from that and it was really hard mentally and physically on my body, but I never told you girls I had a stroke cause I didn’t want you to be worried because I found something she was still I was in the army then I was in the hospital for 13 days I’m just letting you know the reason wasn’t the mom that you guys really deserved at times. It’s because my mind after my stroke my mind changed. I wasn’t as smart intellectually and I wasn’t as caring because I had a brain injury reasons to your childhood so hard you and dad to engage with us too just like our parents were so yeah you’re right Healing a lot of it happen. I did five years of generational trauma work already on all of our family so you keep bringing it really continues because every day we either choose hurts or we choose Luv 💚 and we either give that to others or we take that from other so every day we have to find our balance so then we can stay who we are internally because we are star people baby you know you’re from the stars you’re not a normal human when you said to me when you were a little girl I didn’t choose to come to this planet. I knew you were one of mine to me when you were a little girl and you said I didn’t choose to come to this planet. I’m like none of us do baby but one day you’ll grow up to realize that you did we are what’s known as reclaimers. I think I’ll take care yourself yourself it’s really good spending time in getting some fresh air. I guess over there though the sun burns me that fucker burned me the other day and I slept for three days Always I would love to go see the lake. I’ve never seen it, but I have to wear pants.