I was raised in a Protestant church and Protestantism pushed me away from God not toward God. I went from Taoism to Deism to now back to Christianity because I found Orthodoxy. I'm not baptized and I don't go to church mostly due to none being near me but I plan to visit one as soon as I have the ability to. 

 I hope you’re able to!!! You could try planning a monastery trip! They sometimes have guest areas so you can stay overnight 

 I will look into this, thank you 🙏 

 I don’t have transportation but when I do I’m going to be doing nothing but monastery trips so maybe I will run into you!!