To difficult to be a good node. I want to give value to the network by providing channels, often to new nascent businesses. I do some balancing on new channels. Channels with big nodes get sucked in either inbound or outbound limits and do not move anymore. I don't mind fee income much, because I subsidize my lightning node with other liquidity service income. But I want to see the sats move and they rarely do. That frustates. The pleasure of using my own payment infrastructure is much higher and can be achieved with much less liqudity. Maybe I give inbound discounts a chance before downsizing.