I really don't care about doing anything for the "movement" tbh, I make content because I like making content and if it leads anywhere fine, if not, oh well. I'm basically just trying to ward off this feeling of hopelessness in the face of a state that wants people like me dead because I don't know what else to do. 

 I understand that feeling, unfortunately I don't think my solution to it would help you. Methinks you need a vacation somewhere, where I dunno considering lots of places are just shit now. 

 I have been planning to take some time off for a while now and refocus, and I think now would be a good time