Existing is emotional trauma.


Lol

No. Just sun. It seems there is a direct connection.  I've been testing all kinds of shit. 

Before the sun wouldn't cause pain, it would just make me tired and unable to breathe and nauseous af.

Now it feels like every time I go out, even for a little bit, I at least get a mini flare up.

Which really sucks. I absolutely love going to the beach. It's just as good at night though... but I can't see in the water.... 

Food has no effect on it whatsoever.

Alcohol is another issue entirely.... it doesn't make things better... it just makes me not care. And if I keep going hard, I'll need new kidneys faster. Unfortunately a side effect of lupus is bad kidneys. 

Fibromialgia and arthritis or deteriorating cartilage also comes with it. 

 ok, I will donate you a kidney! don't sell it to buy bitcoins 

 Lol... but do you even know how much a kidney goes for on the black market????

I could buy myself a nice boat that I wouldn't be able to use. 

 The odds of you being compatible are low.

I'd still be able to function on one kidney though... and they probably won't go bad for another 20 years... which would mean you'd have to stay clean and keep it in good condition for me. 

 you can buy a yacht smaller than your pussy. 
Honestly I can give you a kidney, whoever you are. 

 Inside or outside?

It's not very spacious on the inside.

🤔 idek how much boats go for anymore.... but a kidney should still be a few Gs. 

 Outside! you will get it for free. 

 Well at least there'd be a little cou-sin. 🥹


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