Cheers 🥂 Ima little high so ima just admit to something hilarious 🤣 

Someone responded to a note & the picture next to it made my heart feel as if someone shot something straight inside it. Then it spread out so perfectly … bliss. 

Almost like a shot of epinephrine. 

And now this so ℹ reminds sledgehammer 

LYRICS:
You told me I was 18 going on 35
GOD* made me feel like the smartest human alive
I thought I was clever but, TOXIC you clever..er
You said you never fell in #love like you did with me
You paid for all the #ROSES
I paid for #ARMY ID’s
To spend the last MANY years
Tryna piece it together

I went to therapy
Religiously
I never sleep
I made my SACRED PROMISE cause GOD 
let you live
and I guess I could FORGET...
But I choose ROSES
I choose MORE
For all the little ONES ( and zeros ) 
That should be IGNORED 

I could choose #silence
But what for
You took THEIR innocence
Now I’ll take yours

And I CHOSE hiding
At 44
In MY LOVELY house
And SILENTLY guard the door*
But I’ll CHOOSE VIOLETS
I’ll choose ENGAGED*
When I build an ARMY
Of DOLLS half your age
We’ll all choose VIOLET ROSES
We’ll all choose WAR
And every little ONE
Will be warned

I could choose silence
But what for
You took THEIR innocence
Now WE WILL take yours
So I choose VIOLETS
And I WONT die trying

Now you’re prolly her world
And she won’t understand
That all you need is a girl
To feel like a man
Tell your friends she’s a friend
At your hometown dive
But when you were 13
She wasn’t alive
and by the time you were 18
Well, that girl was 5
You had a teaching degree
While she was learning how to drive
And you’ll make her feel safe
Like you made me feel safe
Like oh my god you’re so mature for your age
Except she’s not your age so

So I choose VIOLETS
I choose WAR
For all the little PAWNAGES
That MUST be warned

I could choose SILENCE
But what for
You took THEIR innocence
Now I’ll take yours

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