This is why I shall never become an influencer of anything besides my own body & mind. 🤣🫡 https://nostrcheck.me/media/2aadfb8ac7d43aca6d164ed99248147910048269601ff60d4463c4d5b3abfdcd/79a81039f2f7059613841e06ec1eee4b530e9c0002092ef0e114d51dc6729752.webp
You're adorable
Awe 🫢 Thanks. 🙏 Thought on this a bit. Of every word … “adorable” is probably the most common others have referred to me as. It made me angry as a younger woman but now I find it’s sweet.
I never understood why It was always meant as a term of affection
Wait. What? Blinking repeatedly in confusion. Now I’m all sorts of confused 🤔 https://media.tenor.com/GU418fJg6nYAAAAC/shooting-self-fml.gif
Welcome to my world 🤣😂
Damn it. Done ✅ 🤣🤣 I’ll stay here 🫡💜🫂🧡 https://media.tenor.com/2p9uE0WMck4AAAAC/im-going.gif
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I wish you were … cause FML 🤦🏻♀️ do we haunt one another https://nostrcheck.me/media/2aadfb8ac7d43aca6d164ed99248147910048269601ff60d4463c4d5b3abfdcd/36fc634b982691e75cde1471970e1fbd805e9bb784cf1ded333cfac90c458f24.webp
You're being hyperbolic right? Your life isn't that bad, is it? I am an 😇 not a 👻
My life is beautiful. 🤩 obviously 🙄 Just missing an old friend who became my enemy is an awkward state to be in. He’s just like me so it makes sense. Be an angel 😇 not a ghost 👻 https://nostrcheck.me/media/2aadfb8ac7d43aca6d164ed99248147910048269601ff60d4463c4d5b3abfdcd/431c893c3639f847d259f5f5ee5fcf955c87b3cce4e744b697ea9638e17ce565.webp
I understand your state of mind and being Once someone makes up their mind about you, it's near impossible to change their POV about you
Probably 🤣🫡🙏 He and I both have done enough damage & harm to ourselves and others to last many lifetimes. Besides: we were both honest with one another besides what some may define as the most critical thing. Being young & dumb we lied to one another. Timing ⏱️ is a beach. He will either forgive me or not. I’ve accepted that while I may always love him he is who he is and I’m who I am. Too eccentric overly sensitive beef jerky. But our souls are good. 😊 So whatever happens, it’s just life. 🙏
Real friends are honest with one another Doesn't sound like an enemy to me
You’re right. The last year has been trial by fire & I said before I’d have planned it this way too, probably did. It’s been years since I spoke to him directly. Eventually, I’ll have to see him. It’s going to happen either way. We always end up finding one another again. It’s always been that way.
It shouldn't be this difficult
I’m open to suggestions. Genuinely. My logical mind can make every argument why I should/not see him. That no longer matters.
There is no logic when it come to matters of the heart You're trying to make rational sense out of an irrational emotional attachment The only cure is Separation and Time
Fair answer. 🙏 I was content before coming here and will continue to be peaceful IRL. 😊 The last year has been wild 😜. Nostr is crazy enough without the energy of whatever emotional attachments anyone has. I’ve seen enough toxicity through the people I’ve met from here IRL to last me the rest of my next many lifetimes. 🫡💜 All good luck to you. Truly.
Love it 😇🫂
You would. Best sponge forever 🤣🙏🫂
I'm very absorbent 🧽 🤣😂
Yo …. I’m so drunk now come and play with me … look I’m at a tree 🌳 https://nostrcheck.me/media/2aadfb8ac7d43aca6d164ed99248147910048269601ff60d4463c4d5b3abfdcd/d338e49b9663140bde3cbe6002d6915eff0a8f04ddff9503246204d3fe513b98.webp
Sorry, I had to make a Costco run
What are you looking at now?
Bawahahahahahaha 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. No shock ever
That tree you were looking at earlier was something special So many jewels
I added the jewels 💎 you weirdo. But I do feel an attachment to that tree. Named: TreeBee Call me a romantic asshole: cause it’s true 🤣 Also: I made the coolest video ever and can’t post it. Cause issues. Whatever
You called me a weirdo, you know me so well 😁 TreeBee, yeah I get it Cause issues? now, I want to see the video you made even more 😂🤣
They are so bad and I can’t post them. Someone made me behave. 🤣🤣🤣 I’ll figure it out … that won’t happen