I got to watch the 2nd episode ater all. 
I have a love/hate relationship with tv shows, as many of them these days are just time fillers that can just go on and on as if you are living someone else's life and I get a horrible sense of guilt for wasting mine doing so. So, I might see an episode or two to get a feel of the story and then abandon it, I'm satiated, unless it is really good, which is rare. I'd rather see a movie with a proper ending and be done with it in under 2h, than watch a series with 10 episodes that just leaves you on a cliff hanger for another season. If I binge watch a series (which I have never done, I might be get suicidal from the guilt of wasting my time). Sometimes I'd rather sit and do nothing in silence than do something. I tend to force myself to read stuff, it might be hard, but it makes me feel better. 

 I mostly watch shows on the side while doing other stuff but the bringe watching has happened and yes, it feels bad 🤣