Most don't think about you at all.
@Layerjack (Onion Knight) the ones who do dislike me in my mind
Have you tried giving speeches or doing standup?
@Layerjack (Onion Knight) seems like it would accomplish the opposite
The only way for fear to go away is to face it and learn that it's not bad at all. You need to feel that people hate you, and it's actually wonderful.