I did not explain it clearly, leaving home and coming to new country for me was like a new born, it was like entering as a new character in Minecraft,  i when i decided for erase my past life,  i easily forget it, but I got an scar, and the scar is feeling of void.  fortunately or unfortunately people around me are the nicest people i ever seen, I got attached to people around me like a three years old kid,  and it is weird…  i love my Professors, I love my classmates, when i do not see them for a week i miss them a lot.