Got to change that mindset. If its something you want to happen you got to make it a priority. Will you get rejected? Might you end up getting hurt? Yes, but fuck it once you get over that it becomes easy and it will be worth it to find the right one. Wish you the best. Put yourself out there. Plenty of fishes in the sea! I get it though sometimes is hard to see light at the end of the tunnel. I too catch myself in bad mindsets sometimes. I found my wife when I least expected it. Hope something similar happens to you. 

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I don't agree that there are plenty of fish, though. Not even at my bare minimum standards.