balance helps me, sometimes i have to make myself perform but usually glad i did after the task is done/ done thru prioritizing, big believer in natural though & focusing on the positive adds/U do have value(4 me) ref. building but wish U peace in this process/reminds me of my best friend who is an artist(PHD in music, composer) & a perfectionest/i gotta luv him!  all the best m!