i often wish i could just live many parallel lives. 
in one i’d be a bartender in a big city. no fancy ambitions, just a simple life pouring drinks and talking to cool people.
in another id run away to the wilderness and start living naturally off the land. 
a life where i dance professionally.
and one where i claim no home base and perpetually travel by buses and trains. 

 i believe in reincarnation so i guess that desire was and will be satisfied but i still crave it idk