Sometimes (but not seriously) I wish I took some kind of drug. I've never taken drugs and don't ever intend to, but sometimes when I'm depressed, tired, low, disheartened, unable to face another day, I wish there was an instant pep-up drug that would make me feel cheerful, active and wide awake. 

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I do this when I can. About once a month I'll get my hands on an a ativan or two and take a half at a time. This keeps me from getting too deep into my depression. 

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