Thank you for sharing a bit about yourself and your journey. Like many here, I feel the same. 
Having been raised within a centralized religion and living under centralized government, the freedom of descentration is empowering. #NOSTR is helping me spread my wings and fly!

Today's #inkblotArt was startling. Red used in watercolor, inks, etc. Usually brings thoughts of blood.

I see a dark skinned woman seated with her legs extended forward. Her neck, torso, and thighs are visible. Her breasts are large and full. Where her womb should be is only the blank white canvas. There is blood all around her.

I would name this piece of art "Misscarriage"

#inkblotArt
#artstr
#grownostr
#zaps
 

 Sad thoughts but quite appropriate.
Glad to hear that you are enjoying your freedom!