Every single day bro 

I watched like 4 NDE’s talks on YouTube today. Always give me love and hope and makes me keep threading the path that my spiritual teacher lays down for me. 

 Ya man. 
Let's just say I've seen my fair share of death and it matured me really quick. 
Suicides, sudden death, you name it.  

 Blessings brother. Sorry to hear that you witnessed & experienced all that. 

 I'm not, wouldn't be who I am without life experience. Expanded my conscious and eliminated my ignorance. I have more compassion for people and a life.