I know what you feel. After 88 countries in my life and couple times around the world I am still not a big fan of flying. 😅 Experienced flying through thunder storms, flying in mist and break of landing and one time take off and smelling fire and we needed to land again in Bangkok. Fire trucks around us etc. (Couple hours later they told us ‘we isolated the problem’ 🤣) But still its the safest way of traveling 🙏