I'm a millennial. But strangely I was less open to chaos when I was a very young adult. I suppose I'll be back to that if I get into a routine for 20 years. As of now, I like not knowing how things would turn out. I'm a bit of a gambler.
Are you tired of being squeezed out of existence by the state? The amount of available energy per capita in the world has been shrinking. Governments have to do tricks like inflation to keep the system running. Bitcoiners are mostly right, but they don't understand that 5 years is too long to wait for most people. Saving up for 5 years is accepting being a state slave for too long IMO. The only way out for someone without wealth or connections is bending the rules. I was robbed once, I don't believe in stupid fairy tales like property rights. 😁
You should try going viral on TikTok. That's where music is going. Look at the Man In Finance trend. You will likely hate it, but hey, thats our current culture. Nostr is a bad place for you to have any hope of getting enough money from your passion. Bitcoiners are greeey non-spenders.